Awkward

I searched for the words I'd hoped to impart
Lest the two of us grow farther apart.
Yet I never deemed myself as worthy
Of your time as other people could be.

For your laughter is an aphrodisiac;
Thoughts of you make me an insomniac;
Seeing you makes all my courage falter;
And your entirety makes my heart flutter.

As I write now of triumph and regret,
Sentiments I probably won't forget,
I wish I'd spoken to you a bit more,
'Cause you are the only one I yearn for.